Things I Wrote: February 2015

Saturday, February 28, 2015

Cinderella

February 28, 2015

Cinderella didn't try to be more than the wife of a powerful man, and she didn't succeed without the help of a secretly powerful woman who made her look like something that she wasn't for a while so that she could attract the man's attention. She was never imprudent enough to tell anyone "I'm smarter than you," no matter how painfully obvious it was or what a jerk the dumber person was being. She also never told anyone "Your opinion of me means less than nothing to me, because you are sleazy and ignorant. I couldn't care less if you hate me. My problem with you is that you're obstructing my rights and making it impossible for me to live my life." These are probably the reasons for which whoever wrote the story let her live.

Cinderella also only had an evil stepmother and a few, mean stepsisters to deal with.

Nobody, including the persecuted, is nice all the time, except in fairy tales. The failure of the persecuted to be nice all the time is not a justification for continuing that persecution or for abusing human rights.

I'll be raped.

February 28, 2015

It is a near certainty that the conglomerate's behavior toward me is going to cause me to be raped in person, if not also beaten and killed.

"Innovation Nation" and "Our Ford"

February 28, 2015

That's a picture from today of the Yahoo search result for the television show "Innovation Nation."

These are pictures from today of the first part of a SparkNotes summary of Chapter 3 of the dystopian novel "Brave New World." The novel, by Aldous Huxley, was published in 1932.

Coughed at by female employee of Quincy Mental Health Center

February 28, 2015

She is not someone who works at the unit where I am living.

She lingered in the hallway outside the nurses's station for a few minutes, taking notes on her clipboard while I was in the kitchen; outside the nurse's station is one area. Then she coughed when she walked past me.

Unfortunately, there are a lot of women who are happy to have ways to make things difficult for other women. Their attitude toward life is that everything is a personal competition with other women; they don't realize that when women abuse other women, it makes it easier for men to gain inappropriate power over all women.

Stop the crime-promoting distortions of language, numbers, images, colors and other symbols!

February 28, 2015

That's a picture from today of the Yahoo search result for the television show "Innovation Nation."

Those are pictures from today of the first page of that website.

That's a picture from today of another search result from the same page of Yahoo search results.

These are pictures from today of the first page of the website that corresponds with that search result:

Nobody should be treated the way the conglomerate treats me. The conglomerate's agenda is an agenda of human rights abuses.

These are pictures from today of the entire first page of Yahoo search results for the search term "innovation nation":

These are pictures from today of an ABC news segment published at YouTube in December of 2014:

This is a picture from today of one of the search results from the first page of Yahoo search results for the search term "innovation nation":

These are pictures from today of the first page of the website that corresponds with that search result:

This is a picture from today of the largest search result on the first page of Yahoo search results for the search term "prince george."

Could you keep this one at your house, Mr. President?

February 28, 2015

Yesterday, a young, black, male patient was admitted to the unit. When I went into the kitchen/living room, he coughed loudly at me. Then he called someone with his cell phone and started insulting and threatening the person at the other end of the phone conversation. One of the things he said was "I'm going to go to your house, beat you up and take your girlfriend."

I think that young man is probably going to harass me until he leaves the unit.

It's unfortunate that his life hasn't had enough health and stability. He seems to be a totally confused teenager who walks around mimicking every bad stereotype of male and black behavior promoted by the entertainment industry and general racism, so that he doesn't feel insecure about having no authentic, workable sense of personal identity.

I am not against the government promoting health and stability for young people. What couldn't be more obvious about President Obama is his total lack of concern for females.

President Obama does not care about women and children.

February 28, 2015

That's a picture from today of the first page of the White House's official website. Sometimes things on the Internet turn purple when I have clicked on them.

That's a picture from today of part of the first page of the White House's official website.

Loud, male cough outside my room

Message sent to my phone

February 28, 2015

This is a picture from today of a message sent to my phone from iBooks.

Loud, male cough outside my room

Support groups and counseling

February 28, 2015

There should be support groups and counseling for victims of voyeurism and involuntary pornography.

Please, nobody ever hack my phone.

Cooyright, L. Kochman, February 28, 2015 @ 8:34 a.m.

No code, all policies operative, all the time.

Friday, February 27, 2015

Loud coughing outside my room

The crafts section at Walmart

February 27, 2015

This picture is from today.

The Patriot Ledger: "New England Newspaper of the Year"

February 27, 2015

This is a picture from today.

Confirmation email from Navient

February 27, 2015

I just paid my federal student loan bill for March.

This is a picture of the email that Navient sent me, confirming the payment:

Whether or not the email is meant to be coded support for the SICK, SADISTIC, ILLEGAL videos of me doesn't change the fact it's one reminder of many that I get every day of what has happened to me.

Male cough outside my room

Support groups and counseling

February 27, 2015

There should be support groups and counseling for victims of voyeurism and involuntary pornography.

Please, nobody ever hack my phone.

No code, all policies operative, all the time

Thursday, February 26, 2015

Female cough outside my room

Murphy

February 26, 2015

That's a picture of me from today.

The conglomerate has called me "Murphy" since the fall of 2010, when some of the skin on my neck suddenly sagged, literally overnight. Stress is known to age people quickly; by the time my neck started to fall apart, the conglomerate had been persecuting me with sexual harassment for several months. I was only 36.

The conglomerate has continued to call me Murphy, even while it tries to make the world believe that I'm so beautiful that it's all right that the voyeuristic videotaping of me started in a homeless shelter in 2011, and has continued in all sorts of places ever since.

The conglomerate has also called me "Spot," because I have sometimes had problems with acne. When the SICK, SADISTIC, ILLEGAL videos of me started to circulate, the conglomerate added the connotation of orgasm ("o") to Spot.

Nothing justifies voyeurism, involuntary pornography, or endless bullying that destroys someone's life.

YOU CAN'T HAVE SEX WITH KIDS!

February 26, 2015

Those are pictures from today of the front and back covers of the March 2015 issue of Women's Health.

When is all of the stupidity going to end?!

WCVB

February 26, 2015

Hateful people work for that show.

Female cough outside my room

Male coughing outside my room

Female cough outside my room

Coughing at the resource center

February 26, 2015

I was trying to work at one of the computers at the resource center at Quincy Mental Health Center. There was a man there who kept coughing and blowing his nose, often near me. I don't know if he was trying to harass me or not. I finally couldn't take it any more and left the room.

Navient: student payment processor

February 26, 2015

That's a picture from today of the Customer Log In page of the Navient website.

This is a picture from today of the first page of the website.

"CLP," a "True Blue" business

February 26, 2015

That's a picture from today of part of the True Blue website.

True Blue has a number of businesses, including Labor Ready. I worked for Labor Ready at times since I was 24. I was fired last year, after being harassed every day and at every work site where I was sent by Labor Ready, with the treatment of me getting worse all the time until vicious and outrageous lies about me got me fired.

I don't know how long CLP has existed, or how long it's been part of True Blue. I don't remember it being part of the list of businesses owned by True Blue that's spoken in the recorded message to people calling the main number for True Blue, until this year.

"Innovative" at W2 Express

February 26, 2015

I'm doing my taxes today. I had to get a copy of my W2 from having worked at Labor Ready last year. W2 Express has online copies of W2s for the employees and past employees of a lot of businesses.

The pictures are from today. It seems as if the word "innovative" has gotten incorporated into the speech of a lot of people; most of them probably have no idea what the conglomerate means.

People coughing outside my room

February 26, 2015

Several people have coughed outside my room this morning.

Support groups and counseling

February 26, 2015

There should be support groups and counseling for victims of voyeurism and involuntary pornography

Please, nobody ever hack my phone.

No code, all policies operative, all the time

Monday, February 23, 2015

Balancing perception

February 23, 2015

Much of the writing that I have done over the past few days has left me feeling bad and angry; unfortunately, most of it was writing that I felt I had to do. I think that some of what I was doing is what is meant when people talk about having the stomach for politics or not. I don't have that stomach for doing immoral things that seriously harm people so that I can get something that I want or so that people allied with me can get something that they want, and I hope that I never do.

My situation is such that the personal and the political frequently intersect. Although the conglomerate professes not to respect me most of the time, it frequently uses what it considers to be lapses of my behavior to try to justify doing bad things that it might otherwise have hesitated to do. Sometimes, it almost seems as if the conglomerate considers me to be to its standard-setter, albeit in a distorted and grudging way.

When it's casting around for excuses for its behavior, the conglomerate likes to try to portray me as being a bad person who has never gotten the punishment that I deserve for all the bad things that I have supposedly done. The conglomerate doesn't seem to spend time trying to figure out if the people who promote its agenda and who have a lot more money and potential votes (fans) than I do to bring to a political party's or individual's campaign have ever done anything that's as bad or worse than anything that I have ever done. I don't like searching people's pasts, looking for incidents that I can use to show the contrast between the standard of behavior that the conglomerate applies to me and the standard that it applies to people who don't criticize it and from whom it can materially gain. At times, I do it to protect myself when the conglomerate's behavior is spinning out of control into a type of punitive hysteria toward me.

I wasn't trying to insult anyone from or formerly from Victoria's Secret over the past few days, I wasn't trying to say anything undeserved about Leonardo DiCaprio, and I wasn't trying to be unnecessarily hurtful about anyone. I was trying to help the situation balance.

Cough outside my room

Verizon FIOS is truly vicious

Impact, Microsoft

February 26, 2015

"Impact" is a word that the conglomerate has used since last year. I went to a building in Boston for an appointment with Impact, an agency that helps homeless people find employment. There are a lot of offices in the building, and a front desk with a security guard where everyone has to stop and show identification. The security guard conspicuously rubbed his nose at me. I told him not to do that again and took a picture of him with my phone. He threatened to knock the phone out of my hand and told me that I had to leave the building, which meant that I couldn't get to my appointment.

When I called Impact to describe what had happened, I was told "He banned you from the building," and it was made clear to me that my side of the story was not going to be considered.

I wrote about the situation the day that it happened. Then, the conglomerate added the word "impact" to its list of coded, abusive words about me.

This week, I saw a Microsoft ad that used the word "impactful."

These are pictures from today of parts of the first page of the Microsoft website:

The SICK, SADISTIC, ILLEGAL videos of me are how the conglomerate hopes to convince the world that I'm a dirty slut who has nothing worthwhile to say. That's why the conglomerate doesn't listen to or care about my constant protests about being the target of voyeurism and involuntary pornography.

Vertica ad on public train

February 23, 2015

North Adams tourism ad at Quincy Center Station

February 13, 2015

Could not be funnier

February 23, 2015

These are pictures from today of a video that was published at YouTube in 2008 by The Onion, a satirical organization:

This is the address of the video:

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=FzoXQKumgCw

This is a test of my code policies; if I did not think the video was funny, I wouldn't have directed attention to it. It's a pain to have people accusing me of using code all the time.

The conglomerate formed in 2010, 2 years later than the publication of this video at YouTube. It's even funnier, in a sad and awful way, that helicopters have followed me, there were hidden video cameras in my last apartment, and code is all over the place.