Things I Wrote

Wednesday, March 11, 2015

Support groups and counseling

March 11, 2015

There should be support groups and counseling for victims of voyeurism and involuntary pornography.

Please, nobody ever hack my phone.

No code, all policies operative, all the time.

Monday, March 9, 2015

YouTube continues to refuse to erase the video montage "STOP STALKING ME: THE BEST OF LENA KOCHMAN," even though the person who published it used a picture of me for the profile picture, plagiarized the name of one of my YouTube blogs, and gave the video a fake copyright notice that he or she also pretended was written by me, in addition to having created the entire montage from copyrighted videos that the person stole from my YouTube blogs.

These are pictures of the email message that YouTube sent me today about the situation:

How many more of my real blogs will YouTube destroy, saying that my documentation of the hell that the conglomerate has made of my life is "inappropriate," while YouTube refuses to erase blogs that were created entirely to abuse me and to encourage groups of people to bully me online and in the nonvirtual world?

"STOP STALKING ME: THE BEST OF LENA KOCHMAN" has gotten 203,338 views and is one of the first search results for Internet searches of my name. It's one of the first things that prospective employers and landlords see when they search my name. I think that it and other blogs created to abuse me are probably reasons why I have gotten rejected from everywhere that I have applied for housing for the past year.

These are pictures of some of the several hundred comments that people have added to "STOP STALKING ME: THE BEST OF LENA KOCHMAN," which whoever created the video montage published at a YouTube channel that he or she called "effectsoffemaledominance," plagiarizing my YouTube blog "effectsofmaledominance" and making it seem like I want power over men instead of equality:

If I were a man, nothing that has happened to me over the past 5 years would have happened.

The conglomerate is responsible for my being sexually harassed and stalked all day, every day that I have worked, everywhere that I have worked over the past 5 years. When I was working last year, the conglomerate media never stopped publishing code stories attacking me and my workplace. The conglomerate is the reason that I was fired from two jobs in a row last summer. I had worked for Labor Ready off and on for 16 years, until I was not only fired but treated like a criminal for asking for help stopping the harassment. I don't want to be dependent on welfare; at this time, I have no choice, and the continuance of video montages such as "STOP STALKING ME: THE BEST OF LENA KOCHMAN" and blogs that call me "THE CRAZY STALKER LADY" are going to scare away every prospective employer for the rest of my life.

I'm also going to be seriously hurt. Someone, eventually, will rape, beat and kill me, because of what the conglomerate is telling the world to think about me and the way the conglomerate is telling the world to treat me.

The entertainment industry and mental illness

March 9, 2015

It's not sick to harass and stalk women, to voyeuristically film them and show the videos to the world, laughing at all of the screaming protests? It's not sick to spread rumors about someone so far around the world that she is continually forced from place to place, abused and lied about everywhere, never able to start her life?

It's not sick to send a constant message of extreme violence through television shows, movies, music, and every other form of entertainment? It's not sick to promote the abuse of children?

The entertainment industry likes to produce stories about rare cases of severe and unusual mental illness. It particularly likes stories about people with multiple personalities, perhaps because actors who are drawn to those stories want to win awards by showing off the range of their acting abilities within one movie.

The entertainment industry also likes to perpetuate the stereotype that people with psychiatric diagnoses are more prone to violence than most people. The entertainment industry, much like the rest of the world, likes to keep people with a psychiatric stigma within the confines of every dehumanizing stereotype there is; that makes it easier for everyone to believe that a psychiatric problem could never happen to him or her.

I don't know how many hospitalizations I have had; I lost track of the number a few years ago. I was not yet 18 the first time that I was hospitalized; I'll be 41 this year. I have never met anyone, in a psychiatric setting or out of it, who had multiple personalities, or who was obviously having constant delusions. Everyone is an individual, and has his or her own personality. Almost everyone who spends a lot of time in the mental health care system, though, finally tends to have similar emotions that are so overwhelming that they are often taken to be character traits: sadness, anger, despair, fear, cynicism. There are also people who are so terrified by the system that they relinquish all rights to their lives, including their right to get upset about anything; psychiatric staff tend to distribute many smiles upon those patients, whom of course they don't respect any more than they respect the patients who don't dedicate what's left of their emotional resources to being cute.

There are good people who work in the mental health care system, although almost nobody who works in that system is always immune to letting a patient's diagnosis take the fall for conflict when a patient has a concern. It is also not only frustrating but dangerous to the ability of mental health care workers to stay employed when they support the idea that diagnosis and medication should be considered last resorts rather than panaceas cheerfully advertised by corporations through every known marketing scheme.

You want these people influencing your children, don't you?

March 9, 2015

The title of this page is sarcastic.

Those are pictures from today of an article about Rihanna whose search result is on the first page of Yahoo search results for her name.

Rihanna is the voice of a teenage girl in the 2015 cartoon movie produced by Dreamworks called "Home." The movie also stars a purple alien named "Oh" with a dot on its chest and a "C" shape on the left side of the dot. The movie will be in theaters on March 27th.

That's a picture from today of part of the first page of Leonardo DiCaprio's Facebook.

Leonardo DiCaprio and Rihanna have been dating for a few months. For some reason, years ago, possibly as early as 2005, Mr. DiCaprio decided he had a crush on me. When I was made aware of his feelings in 2010, I did not feel the same way, nor have I ever felt the same way. Largely because of my lack of interest in him, and the money and publicity that he and many of his fellow actors, and the entire entertainment industry, can give to politicians, I have since been persecuted past what a human being should have to endure.

Support groups and counseling

March 9, 2015

There should be support groups and counseling for victims of voyeurism and involuntary pornography.