Things I Wrote

Monday, August 4, 2014

Esquire Definition

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n. noun

A man or boy who is a member of the gentry in England ranking directly below a knight.
Used as an honorific usually in its abbreviated form, especially after the name of an attorney or a consular officer.

Jane Doe, Esq.; John Doe, Esq.
In medieval times, a candidate for knighthood who served a knight as an attendant and a shield bearer.

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esquire (ɪˈskwaɪə) —n: 1. chiefly (Brit) a title of respect, usually abbreviated Esq, placed after a ...

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August 4, 2014

I have said before that I don't choose articles or excerpts for code purposes. I don't think that I have mentioned it at this blog before, which is why I'm saying it now.

Robert Pattinson:

A dynamic that I hated and that occurred as soon as I started interacting online with you and Kristen Stewart in 2010 was this:

-you would hit on me, then feel rejected

-Ms. Stewart would understandably get angry that you were hitting on me; then she would direct her anger at me and be mean to me

-feeling rejected by me, you would also be mean to me

That dynamic continued throughout the entire course of your relationship with Ms. Stewart, and not insignificantly contributed to the murderous hysteria that the conglomerate created around me.

Her fears about me were always unfounded; I would never have taken you from her.

Also; I have never had the slightest trouble resisting you. I knew, from the beginning, that you're not the guy for me.

The September Esquire article about you neglects to mention that you publicly hit on me and a lot of other women, at least since 2010, and that neither you nor the rest of the conglomerate seemed to think that the conglomerate's lack of criticism of you and other conglomerate males who similarly disrespected their girlfriends or wives to be incongruous with mercilessly deriding me as Slut Of All Time.

This is a quote from the Esquire article; it's you talking about demanding behavior in the entertainment industry:

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And people just accept it?

“Well, yes, but it’s not like you get away with it. This actress was doing a scene in the bath and she kept complaining about the temperature, how it was too hot or too cold. So everyone pissed in it and put a bunch of bubble bath in afterwards so you couldn’t smell it! This stuff happens. That’s why I avoid asking for anything. I don’t want to get anyone’s piss on me.”

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August 4, 2014

You don't want to get anyone's pee on you; did you mean that literally or metaphorically? It seems to me that you and everyone else who is part of the conglomerate are more than happy to be the Pee-ers. You just don't want to be the Peed Upon; in fact, particularly conglomerate celebrities seem to think that it is their destiny to Pee Upon, and to think that the Peed Upon are merely fulfilling their own, necessary destiny, and that it is even a privilege for the Peed Upon to be anointed by Pee-ers at your level. For example, that's what you're all thinking when you hack my phone, isn't it? You're thinking "Who wouldn't want her phone hacked by movie stars?" I won't take the time to list all of the other sickening things that have happened to me because the conglomerate has excused its behavior with similar smug, nasty, hypocritical nonreasoning; I list those things and document the effects of them on my life every day, and the conglomerate couldn't care less.

This is another quote from the Esquire article:

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Besides, his next door neighbour is Suge Knight, the former CEO of Death Row Records. The same Knight who was entrenched in the Bloods gang of Compton, who would carry out his own beatings, and who has done his share of prison. “He’s really nice!” Robert says. “I see him playing catch with his kid and stuff. And he lives in this nice little cottage, it’s really tasteful!”

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August 4, 2014

Sarcasm Alert:

Thank you for helping me find the word to describe the conglomerate: tasteful. I never knew just how to describe it before now.

End of Sarcasm Alert

I don't want people hacking my phone or in invading my privacy in other ways; stop doing that!

August 4, 2014

I don't want people to invade my privacy, not for any reason!

I suppose what I could try to do about the phone is first to publish screenshots taken of the things that people are able to send to me because they have my phone hacked; yet more time and effort that the people who refuse to respect my privacy will force me to spend on trying to deal with their behavior.

If that doesn't work, I could try to contact a state or federal agency and ask for their help. I might do that even if the people who keep showing me that they're invading my privacy stop being blatant about their invasions; then I'll know that I have done what I can do to try to stop them from observing my phone, since they have no right to do that.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 4, 2014 @ 6:17 a.m.

Sunday, August 3, 2014

Sexual harassment at the Pine Street Inn

August 3, 2014

Several guests of the shelter sexually harassed me with coughing, sneezing, and nose-rubbing, last night and this morning.

A few minutes ago, the Pine Street Inn employee who is working at the front door saw me and gave a big, exaggerated, hateful cough.

Her name is Lily. I don't know if it's "Lily" or "Lilly." She has harassed me several times before today.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 3, 2014 @ 7:40 a.m.

The pharmaceutical industry doesn't like me because I have consistently said that people are overmedicated.

Or is Michelle Rodriguez hitting on Paul Ryan?

August 3, 2014

It's difficult to keep track of celebrity flirtations; it always was.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 3, 2014 @ 6:13 a.m.

Saturday, August 2, 2014

Object lessons

August 2, 2014

One of the nice things that my father did when I was growing up, and later in my life when he thought he could offer guidance, was to be honest with me about things that he thought were good things for people to be able to do, at which he didn't think he was particularly successful, and at which he wanted me to be more successful than he thought he was. During those conversations, he would say, about the things he thought he wasn't good at, "Do as I say, not as I do," meaning it to be a joke that punctured the idea of a parent being omnipotent and a perfect role model for everything.

There are fundamental and crucial ways in which my value system is stronger, more accurate and more cohesive than the conglomerate's value system. That doesn't mean that everything that I do is right all the time. It doesn't mean that everything that I say is right all the time. It doesn't mean that it's all right when I swear in public.

The President never swears in public, that I know of. Presidents aren't allowed to swear in public. There are a lot of things that Presidents aren't allowed to do, and not wanting to have to never make mistakes about things like swearing in public is one of the reasons that I don't ever want to be President. That and not wanting to have to wear the female equivalent of a suit and tie every day, and to wear "formal casual" clothes even when I'm supposed to be having free time; being a public servant at the level of the Presidency isn't something that I covet.

There are a lot of levels of behavior, including levels of discretion and formality, among human beings. Things which are not admired but which are tolerated or ignored by discerning people when they are perpetuated by people who don't have much responsibility or are not generally expected to be role models are condemned by discerning people when the perpetrators are in professions that demand a high level of personal and professional responsibility.

When I yell and scream and swear, when I am personally insulting, when I lose my temper and spit on or slap people who have harassed me, even people who are discerning enough to know that I am being intolerably and interminably abused and who know that nobody could indefinitely endure what I am enduring without ever losing his or her temper, feel sad, I'm sure, because they know that my out-of-control behavior at those times hurts me and the strength of my arguments against the conglomerate's agenda far more than it proves me to be a person of substance.

What I'm trying to say, in my unfailingly diplomatic and nonjudgmental way, is that it is disgusting how a bunch of rich celebrities, who have every personal amenity available to them at all times, who have their own homes, security systems and body guards, and who have all the free time and money that anyone could want to pursue education or many other worthwhile endeavors anywhere in the world, spend their time abusing human rights, picking on people, taking and giving offense at every opportunity no matter how slight, and frequently do things that would get them barred for months, if not permanently, if they did them while they were guests at any homeless shelter.

I get upset and lose my temper because a lot of people are always trying to upset me and to make me lose my temper so they can get me in trouble in one way or another. I am also poor, which poor people know is horribly and continuously stressful. My person and my life are constantly in danger.

Outside pressures, not just being silly and spoiled, cause my more serious lapses of civility. That's why discerning people have forgiven me for those lapses. They haven't praised me for those lapses, though; they shouldn't.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 2, 2014 @ 6:22 p.m.

Someone named Leon Rodriguez is now the director for U.S. Citizenship and Immigration Services?!

August 2, 2014

That's for Leonardo DiCaprio, whose every word and deed signify that he considers the idea of unanesthetized castration with a dull kitchen knife to be slightly less painful and life-crippling than the idea of treating women as respectfully as men, and for Michelle Rodriguez, Zac Efron's girlfriend and a star of "Fast and Furious" movies, isn't it?

How many people who are more qualified than Leon Rodriguez weren't even mentioned as possible candidates, because their names couldn't be construed as promotion of the conglomerate's agenda or pandering by the Obama administration to the celebrity/entertainment industry machine of money and name recognition?

I am tortured every day for supposedly being a slut, even though part of the conglomerate's lewd harassment of me includes constant discussion of the number "5," since the total number of people that I have had sexual intercourse with in my entire life is 4. That includes partial, unconcluded intercourse when I was a virgin at the age of 27. None of those people were famous before the conglomerate found out that I had had sex with them.

Although that is my history of sexual intercourse, nobody seems to have a problem with, or any idea of, the number of people with whom Leonardo DiCaprio or any of the other conglomerate celebrity males have had sex with.

I am also constantly tortured by the conglomerate, particularly the conglomerate media, corporations and writers in the entertainment industry, for supposedly being a gold-digger and a social climber, even though abuse of me and other promotion of the conglomerate's agenda are now routinely used by people who are or who want to be part of the entertainment industry or to otherwise get positive attention from the conglomerate, and that's true of people with whom I have never had any interaction at all. Isn't Michelle Rodriguez using the first page of her official website to hit on Ryan Phillippe?

Copyright L. Kochman, August 2, 2014 @ 10:47 a.m.