Ryan Phillippe

January 23, 2014

 

You have done everything that I don’t like and that I have every reason to dislike.  Like everyone else in your crowd of people, you exploited me and then blamed me for every problem that happened.  You have never stopped being disrespectful.  You have never stopped doing and promoting things that are personally harmful for me and that are detrimental to everything that I have tried to achieve since 2010.  You have promoted all of the things that I have written and spoken against. 

I don’t want people hacking my phone, tablet, computer, or anything else.  I don’t want people trying to interact with me that way; you and others have continued to do that, and you have also used those illegal means to hit on other people and to try to advance your professional and political goals. 

It seems to me that your attitude toward me is that you never thought you would end up liking me as much as you did.  If you didn’t think that you would like me, why did you show interest about me?  If seems as if you showed that interest to exploit me and to get dating, work, and other opportunities that you wouldn’t have gotten if I hadn’t paid positive attention to you.  Even though you never thought you would like me that much and you only showed interest to get things from me, you blamed me for the fact that you ended up liking me and that you suffered some heartache about me. 

Your horrible behavior is the reason that things didn’t work out with me, and you take no responsibility for that; rather, you even used that heartache as an excuse to continue to use my phone, tablet, and computer to flirt with other people and exploit me in all of the ways I have mentioned. 

You don’t respect or care about me or the things that are important to me; you never have.

If you or others have been living in suspense about whether or not I’m interested in dating you, you don’t have to live in that suspense; I’m not, and I won’t be.

I wrote the notes for this when I was in the crisis stabilization unit; I knew then that this was something I should probably write.  I don’t even think about you that much; I haven't, for a while, except as the threat to me and the things that I care about that you are. 



Copyright L. Kochman, January 23, 2014 @ 10:28 a.m.