I never wanted to take medication again, but the conglomerate IS SO VICIOUS that I decided to take some medication every day rather than risk having a breakdown. It's all non-narcotic; I don't take any addictive medications.
When I'm at the Pine Street Inn, I leave the medications at the nurses' office so that I can't decide to overdose. At the crisis unit, all clients have to leave their prescriptions with the nurses.
It is disgusting that I have to take medication because the conglomerate loves its sadism and enjoys everything it inflicts on me.
Another male client just coughed at me.
I have side effects from the medications. I have gained weight and have had to buy a couple of pairs of pants that are one to two sizes larger than the pants I had before I was in the hospital. One and sometimes both of my arms twitch several times a day, even though one of the medications is supposed to stop the other medications from causing that kind of side effect. I have dry mouth, which is what caused me to have gum recession when I was a young woman; I'm doing everything that I can not to have my gums recede.
LEAVE ME ALONE! WHY WON'T YOU LEAVE ME ALONE?!
Copyright L. Kochman, November 9, 2014 @ 3:26 p.m.
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