Lately, I've been thinking that I might have to forget about having children. I don't think it's true that women in their mid-to-late forties can't have healthy, normal children. Biologically, I probably have almost 10 years left during which to have children.
I just don't know how it's going to work. I'm nowhere near being in a relationship that would lead to having children. I don't even have a Bachelor's degree yet, and I want to be a lawyer, which means a lot of school and a lot of work. The conglomerate continues to stymy my ability to do things such as be outside of a building. The SICK, SADISTIC, ILLEGAL videos of me and the way I'm being treated about them are very distressing, and I don't know if I'll be able to have a dating relationship with anyone, even if someone whom I liked and respected and who liked and respected me were interested.
There's also the question of what my children, if I were to have them, would be subjected to because of what the conglomerate has done to me. It would be painful for anyone to have a mother who is so stigmatized.
The conglomerate has truly ruined my life, and it did it with pleasure.
Copyright L. Kochman, February 14, 2015 @ 7:09 p.m.
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