I need professional, mental health support for what the conglomerate is doing to me. Until I have a reliable professional who supports me and who does not abuse me, it isn't realistic to expect that I'll be entirely even in my responses to anything. Most people are not totally consistent all the time, and the pressures on me surpass human endurance.
That being said, I won't apologize for the page I published last night, that's before this one. I have reasons to be grateful that I lost interest in being a celebrity by my late twenties.
A guest at On The Rise has sat next to me and coughed for the last few minutes. I think that I have to ignore her; I have to ignore her abuse of me or risk being told "People can't help coughing " by a staffperson, proving to the abuser and everyone else in the room that sexual harassment by one guest to another is tolerated and attempts to stop it are discouraged.
I also have to not lose my temper; I can't yell or even just say "Stop doing that" to this abuser or to the one on my other side who just snorted at me. Knowing that there's no way to make it stop makes it more difficult for me to ignore it, though, more difficult for me not to lose my temper.
It's disgusting behavior, and the denial about it is horribly unfair.
The one on my left is coughing. The one on my right is sneezing. I am surrounded.
Copyright L. Kochman, November 5, 2014 @ 12:53 p.m.
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