Saturday, August 30, 2014

Character assassination

August 30, 2014

I think it was 2006 when a cat that didn't seem to have a home ran up to me in a field and jumped on my back.  I was out for a walk, near the end of the summer.  She appeared, seemingly from nowhere. She saw me, her eyes lit up, and she ran over to me and leapt onto my back.  She sat there purring for a few seconds, then jumped off.

She then started to jump high into the air, trying to catch insects with her paws.

This was in Vermont, where winter arrives early, is significantly unignorable, then leaves late.

I took the cat to my apartment, made a few, feeble attempts to get someone to give her a home, and then admitted what a lot of people have to admit when they think they are rescuing strays, which was that I was adopting a cat.

I gave her the name of the female protagonist of a children's book that I had liked a lot, and also of an American heroine.

Being homeless, and mercilessly tormented in the apartment that I did have for a year, from March 2013 to February 2014, I haven't seen her in 4 years.

I am nothing like what the conglomerate wants the world to believe I am.  There's no evil or disgusting thing that someone, somewhere won't believe of me, because of the conglomerate's ceaseless character assassination.

There doesn't seem to be anything that the conglomerate likes more than to try to pervert the most innocent things, or to try to make people believe perverted lies.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 30, 2014 @ 3:17 p.m./title edited August 31, 2014 @ 6:54 a.m.

Friday, August 29, 2014

Male, Pine Street Inn workers sweeping in the garden on the women's side of the shelter

August 29, 2014

There is no reason that male workers need to sweep around female guests of the shelter at this time of the day.  There is no reason that they can't wait until the shelter closes at 8:30 or 9:30 a.m., when the guests have to leave.


Copyright L. Kochman, August 29, 2014 @ 7:14 a.m.

Stop invading my privacy!

August 29, 2014

I don't want anyone hacking my phone or invading my privacy in other ways, NOT FOR ANY REASON!

Copyright L. Kochman, August 29, 2014 @ 6:59 a.m.

Honda, Nissan, Jeep

August 29, 2014


Copyright L. Kochman, August 29, 2014 @ 6:48 a.m.

Sexual harassment at the Pine Street Inn

August 29, 2014

This morning, when I walked into the lobby from the dorm, the Pine Street Inn employee who is checking people in at the front desk coughed at me.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 29, 2014 @ 6:20 a.m.

Thursday, August 28, 2014

Health clinic worker at the Pine Street Inn

August 28, 2014

She is young, tall, has brown hair.

She has frequently harassed me when I am at the clinic.

Tonight, she is wearing a rainbow-tie-dye t-shirt, with the word "LYNX" written across it.

Why is it that people who behave the way that she does are employed, while vicious lies about me get me fired from one place after another?

Even if she doesn't get fired from the Pine Street Inn, I hope that she never works at a pediatrician's office, a school, or anywhere else where she would have access to children.  It's also a terrible example that she's setting for every guest of the Pine Street Inn, male or female, who sees her.  Does she think that there are no homeless sex offenders?  The last thing they and their potential victims need is for her or anyone else to encourage sex crimes.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 28, 2014 @ 7:46 p.m./ addition @ 7:50 p.m./ addition @ 7:54 p.m.

A guest of the Pine Street Inn just walked past me and coughed.

August 28, 2014

One or more guests of the Pine Street Inn cough at me or make other sexually harassing gestures at least a few times every hour.

It happens to other guests, also, as do other types of bullying.

I have never seen women treating each other as badly as has happened since the conglomerate began to try to make the world hate women forever.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 28, 2014 @ 5:40 p.m.

Denise, employee of the Pine Street Inn

August 28, 2014

Several minutes ago, she coughed while she walked past me.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 28, 2014 @ 5:22 p.m.

Lily, a vicious, sexually harassing employee of the Pine Street Inn

August 28, 2014

She is again doing the check-in at the front door of the shelter.

This time, I hadn't even gotten through the front door before she was loudly coughing as if she wanted to expel her intestines.

Paul, who is at the counter, said "Look at the time," which was 10 minutes after 3:00 p.m.  The front door is locked from 3:15 p.m. to 4:15 p.m. every afternoon; people who are not at the shelter before 3:15 are not able to add their names to the bed lottery.  He was probably hoping that Lily would say that I was too late to add my name to the lottery.  She didn't say that; she looked at the clock and said, unhappily, "Five more minutes."


Several guests of the shelter have already coughed at me this afternoon, in the past few minutes.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 28, 2014 @ 3:18 p.m.

Code policies

August 28, 2014

I had meant to write at this blog, "Things I Wrote," about things that I felt like thinking and writing about.  It was not meant to be a blog of documentation of the conglomerate's behavior.

I did not try to make this blog show up on the first page of Google search results for my name.  When I saw that it had done that, it also seemed that people would probably read what I wrote more quickly if I wrote at this blog rather than at my WordPress blog, "endtherapeofchildren."

The conglomerate onslaught is so constant and overwhelming that, especially when I'm at the shelter and the television is on, there are literally hundreds of things to document every hour.

At the beginning of this blog, I said that I didn't want to have to keep reprinting pages describing my code policies.  I don't want to have to keep doing that; the conglomerate also knows what those policies are, even though it chooses to ignore them.

I don't use code for anything unless I specifically say that I am using code.  What that means is that if I use a code word instead of the word that the code has replaced, I will write or say "code."  If the code word is written, I'll write (code) before or after the code word.

I don't use articles or excerpts for code purposes.

Those are the rudimentaries of my code policies; all of my more elaborately defined code policies are based on the same principles.

I felt that I had to create my code policies a few years ago, because the conglomerate attacked literally everything that I did, screaming accusations and ridicule that it obviously felt were both amusing and entirely justified.

I don't know if there was ever a time in the history of the world that so many silly people have caused so much damage to so many victims.

I have not stopped writing at my WordPress blog, although WordPress's promotion of the conglomerate's agenda, and the difficulty that I often have publishing pictures at that blog from my phone, are both frustrating.

The conglomerate is insidious.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 28, 2014 @ 8:47 a.m.

Mia Hamm

August 28, 2014

Mia Hamm is doing ads for Mazda, wearing her #9 jersey.

This article from August 20, 2014, says that LeapFrog has announced that she is LeapFrog's official spokesperson:

Read the article; Mia Hamm is a dangerous person.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 28, 2014 @ 8:20 a.m.

Herb Chambers

August 28, 2014

The Herb Chambers ad that shows two male robbers evading arrest by trading in their car was on television a few minutes ago.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 28, 2014 @ 8:05 a.m.

When do HIV infections stop and AIDS get cured?

Copyright L. Kochman, August 28, 2014 @ 8:03 a.m.

When does the deficit go away?

Copyright L. Kochman, August 28, 2014 @ 8:01 a.m.

Rape culture

August 28, 2014

The conglomerate watches and publicizes everything that I do all the time.

The conglomerate never stops churning out propaganda telling the world to find the SICK, SADISTIC, ILLEGAL videos of me.

Yet, nobody knows where hundreds of kidnapped, Nigerian school girls are?

Copyright L. Kochman, August 28, 2014 @ 7:52 a.m.

Wednesday, August 27, 2014

When do the Nigerian school girls get rescued?

Copyright L. Kochman, August 27, 2014 @ 4:18 p.m.

When does Crimea get returned to Ukraine?

Copyright L. Kochman, August 27, 2014 @ 4:09 p.m.

Sexual harassment at the Pine Street Inn

August 27, 2014

My name was called during the bed lottery.  When I went to the front desk to get my ticket, the staff person who is entering the names into the computer loudly blew her nose.

One of the reasons that there are guests who harass other guests at the Pine Street Inn is that there are staff who harass guests at the Pine Street Inn.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 27, 2014 @ 3:23 p.m.

Barack Obama's America

August 27, 2014


-(I ignore it).


-Stop doing that now.

-Stop doing what?!  Because I COUGHED?!

-It's 5:30 in the morning.

-You psychotic dumb-a-- b----!  Are you sick in the head?!  You need to see a psychiatrist!  You need to spend the day talking to a psychologist!  You stupid b----!

That is a conversation that took place this morning, between a homeless guest who is in her twenties and me, at the Pine Street Inn.  She continued to talk in the way I have described while I silently took the sheets off my bed to put in the dorm laundry cart and then went to the staff person in the dormitory.

I told the staff person that the young woman had done the coughing harassment last night and this morning.  The staff person, an older woman, smiled at me as if I were being silly and said "Coughing," in a quietly admonishing way, as if I were upset over nothing.  I told her "I told (the young woman) to stop and then she called me a dumb-a--, psychotic b----.  She's been harassing me for weeks."

I went to the lobby.  The supervisor of this shift is someone whom I have known to be unhelpful in the past.  While considering what to do next, I went to the restroom to brush my teeth.  The young woman walked into the restroom and called me a psycho.

I went to the office and waited outside the door.  The supervisor, who was in the office, looked at me and rubbed her nose and then walked away, before I had said a word.  A staff person who was outside the office said to the supervisor "Lena would like to talk to you," because she had seen me waiting.  Angrily, the supervisor said "What does she want?"  Then she looked at the other staff person and said "Talk to her; she's staff."  Then the supervisor left the office to do something else.

I told the staff person that the homeless guest had done "the coughing thing" last night and this morning.  The staff person started to say "People can't always help coughing," and I said "I know that's the standard line; she also called me a psychotic b---- when I told her to stop.  She's been hassling me for weeks."  The staff person said "All right.  I'll talk to her."

The young woman would not have acted the way she has, and there wouldn't have been more denial of the situation by staff and, by the supervisor, more sexual harassment, if President Obama hadn't joined the celebrities, media, corporations, and everyone else who was degrading women in 2010, if the conglomerate hadn't then formed into a mob in 2010 because of his participation, and if he hadn't continued to promote gender discrimination and bullying, lying and victim-blaming.

I was fortunate that the staff person who said she would speak to the young woman is usually a nice person; there are staff at the Pine Street Inn who would have talked over everything I said, screaming at me.

I am sure that the situation that happened this morning at the Pine Street Inn happens in many forms, thousands of times every day, all over the world, because of the conglomerate.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 27, 2014 @ 6:25 a.m.

Tuesday, August 26, 2014

President Obama's encouragement of sexual assault

August 26, 2014

I'm sure that President Obama's "19 new initiatives" have encouraged and will result in a lot more ads, television shows, movies, news stories, and everything else that the conglomerate has perverted to promote the SICK, SADISTIC, ILLEGAL videos of me.  I will be harassed more, stalked more.  There is almost no chance that I won't be videotaped in the next place that I live.

I have never understood President Obama's irresponsible and vicious behavior, his promotion of rape culture, his total lack of concern for the way that he harms people.

A country where the President's response to being criticized is to promote human rights abuses is not a democracy.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 26, 2014 @ 8:10 p.m./edited @ 8:11 p.m.

The Chinatown YMCA

August 26, 2014

Someone should make sure that there aren't video cameras in the locker rooms, showers and restrooms of the Chinatown YMCA.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 26, 2014 @ 7:08 p.m.

President Obama should have resigned during his first term.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 26, 2014 @ 12:55 p.m.

Boston Medical Center

August 26, 2014

There are Wet Floor signs, where there is no wet floor, including at the beginning of the line at the Emergency Room.

Even girls and women who are seeking medical attention are not free from being degraded.

A man sitting in the waiting room just grunt-coughed at me.

The way to be admitted to Urgent Care is through the Emergency Room.  Urgent Care is for medical problems which are not emergencies and which can't be dealt with by a primary care office because they need immediate treatment which the full schedule of a primary care office can't provide.

The woman who checked me in at Urgent Care had her hand all over her nose.  She kept at it until I took the large bottle of hand sanitizer that was on the patient side of her desk, set it in front of her, and said, "Here you go."  She seemed startled, and then said "Thank you."  She rubbed her nose a few more times

Sunday, August 24, 2014

The Amazon Fire ad is DISGUSTING!

August 24, 2014


There is NOTHING cute or funny about that ad!


The ad that was on television when I was about to publish this page was for Intel; it starts with the words "My two in one."

Another ad, while I was writing the last sentence, was for Nissan; it said "Innovation that excites."

It is not an exaggeration to say that the conglomerate has launched a total, heedless assault on civilization.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 24, 2014 @ 5:42 p.m.

The least original people ever

August 24, 2014

The words "gold" and "innovation" were taken by the conglomerate from things that I wrote AGAINST child molestation, and used by the conglomerate to promote child molestation.

That's also true of:



-peak (and variations of that word)

Copyright L. Kochman, August 24, 2014 @ 1:57 p.m.

Bullying at the Pine Street Inn

August 24, 2014

Lily is an employee of the Pine Street Inn.  Today, she is at the desk to the right of the front door of the shelter, where she asks every guest who walks into the shelter for identification.

Lily frequently sexually harasses me with loud, obviously exaggerated and degrading coughing.  She did that today when I walked into the shelter, several minutes ago.

There is no excuse for someone who works at a shelter to sexually harass or otherwise antagonize a guest of the shelter.  That is always true; also, I do nothing to antagonize or provoke any guests or employees of this shelter.  All of the sexual harassment and other antagonism that is directed toward me at this shelter has no basis except for the conglomerate telling people to do it and the shelter tolerating it.  When an employee of a shelter antagonizes a guest of the shelter, it signals to other guests that bullying is allowed at the shelter, that any guest could be a target of that bullying at any time, and that guests who want to bully other guests will be able to do it and to get their victims in trouble for objecting to it, as long as the guest-bullies carefully choose their victims from the group of guest-targets whom staff members have already bullied.

I would not have written this post if, when I had asked other people who are in the office today to speak to Lily and tell her to stop harassing me, they had not first denied that she had meant something by the coughing and then refused to talk to her about it.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 24, 2014 @ 1:48 p.m.

Not equal

August 24, 2014

Giving money to a good cause doesn't justify giving positive publicity to a bad one.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 24, 2014 @ 11:12 a.m.

Ben Affleck

August 24, 2014

People who don't even have a college degree shouldn't be elected to office.

Mean people shouldn't be elected to office, no matter how many degrees they have.

Do you think that you're a nice man?  Do you think that there should be no consequences for people who have hurt as many other people as much as you have?  Do you think that you are justified in doing the things that you're doing?  You think your ego is more important than other people's lives?



August 24, 2014

Do you think that the people who wrote and passed laws defining and prohibiting statutory rape didn't know what they were talking about?  Do you think that laws against voyeurism are too much of a restriction on your behavior toward other people?

You wouldn't have a problem with it if someone took your children and raped them, made pornographic videos of them and sold them into slavery?  You wouldn't have a problem with it if someone, or a lot of people, put cameras in every room of your house, cameras over which you had no control?  You wouldn't feel angry and violated if those things happened?  Would you smile and
laugh along with people who told you that you had either asked for it or that you had gotten what you deserve?

You are able to protect yourself from those things because you have money.  The world to whose creation you are contributing is a world in which only people with money will be able to protect themselves from those things.

Most people don't and won't have the money to do that.

Presidents and other elected officials spend their time in office making decisions that affect most people.  Do you think that you understand and care about what most people need?

People are not supposed to have to buy their rights; that's why rights are called
rights and not "respect that only rich people get."  The idea of human rights is that, even for the most impoverished person, they take precedence over the whims of even the richest person in the world.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 24, 2014 @ 11:09 a.m.

What the conglomerate media seems to have considered to be fighting words

August 24, 2014

This is the Web address of the blog post at my WordPress, "endtherapeofchildren," to which the conglomerate media seems to have decided to retaliate with publicity for the Ice Bucket Challenge:


August 24, 2014

I think that when Good Morning America was guffawing about advertising for "Bush's Baked Beans" the morning of July 5, 2014, the shrieks of laughter were probably yet more amusement about my pubic hair, illegally videotaped in the showers and bathrooms of homeless shelters and psychiatric units since 2010.

Since the conglomerate media has been publicizing the Ice Bucket Challenge, and the rest of the conglomerate has begun to see that publicity as a chance to bolster the profile of its corrupt, sordid celebrity-politician connection, George W. Bush has taken the Ice Bucket Challenge.

Last year, a WordPress blog that I had for months was destroyed while I was doing and publishing Internet searches about the Bush family's connections to Nazis in the 20th century.  Someone at WordPress seems to have been waiting not only to destroy the blog, but to destroy it as soon as I had published the 136th post at that blog.  At least one more WordPress blog that I created after that was destroyed after I had published the first, few posts at it.  These incidents weren't the first incidents of my blogs being destroyed since 2010.  That's one of the reasons that I write times with my copyright notices and try also to document all editing and additions that I do at every blog post; my blogs are so compromised and their presence so tenuous that documenting all activity that has to do with what's written at them or erased from them seems necessary.

For all of its talk of freedom, the conglomerate couldn't be more oppressive.  It wants people to believe that voyeurism and other sexual assault are an exercise of human rights, rather than perpetration of human rights abuses, as long as those crimes are perpetrated against the conglomerate's chosen victims.  The conglomerate's definition of free speech is that targets and victims of sexual assault have to be quiet about what has happened to them, while the conglomerate's exhortations to rape and the videotaped results of that rape are broadcast around the world, to much guffawing directed at the objects of the rape, and much high-fiving and back-slapping toward and among the rapists.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 24, 2014 @ 10:08 a.m.

WCVB's sickening, dishonest insinuations

August 24, 2013

I am no relation and have no personal connection to anyone allegedly responsible for the Boston Marathon bombing, and WCVB KNOWS IT.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 24, 2014 @ 9:13 a.m.

Copyright notice

August 24, 2014

Sometimes, I have difficulty writing at this blog; the screen won't move and I can't add a copyright notice to what I have written.

This page is my copyright notice for the last page, and for all pages which I can't copyright at this blog.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 24, 2014 @ 9:07 a.m.

Leonardo DiCaprio: You're going to star in a movie about a fur trapper?

August 24, 2014

A heroic fur trapper; that's what you're going to try to pretend to be?

Have you read about the suffering of animals that get trapped for their fur?  That was horrible suffering in the traps of the time period that you're inhabiting for your movie.  It's still horrible suffering, in traps of the 21st century.  You have never read or seen a publication by activists who are against the harvesting of fur?

The movie is also about my pubic hair, isn't it, the word "fur" being a euphemism for pubic hair which those who use the euphemism don't realize is even more offensive than the words "pubic hair" would be.  Since 2011, my public hair has been filmed with hidden and illegal cameras in the showers and bathrooms of homeless shelters and psychiatric units, places which have the professional obligation not to abuse the vulnerable groups which they are supposed to be helping.  That has happened to me because you and your conglomerate friends, whom I have never met, told the world that I am a dirty slut who deserves whatever happens to me.

Don't answer these questions; think about them.

How many people have you slept with since 2010?

How many people had you slept with before then?

How many hours of pornography, legal and illegal, voluntary and involuntary, have you watched in your life?

How old were you when you lost your virginity?

How many times have you masturbated in your life?  In the past 4 years?  This week?

How many times have you had a sexual experience outside?

Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?  If so, how many incidents of multiple-person sex have you participated in?

How many times have you considered the significant other of someone to whom you are attracted to be more than an obstacle to you getting what you want?

Truthfully, how would you feel if you could not stop people from videotaping you in bathrooms and showers, even in your home?  How would you feel if your protests of being videotaped were met with loud laughter and the promotion of putting the videos all over the Internet?

How many people stalked you this week?  This month?  This year?  What happens to people who try to stalk you?  When was the last time that you had to deal with a stalker yourself, one stalker?

When you're upset, how do you deal with it?  Is there a material palliative that you don't have the money to buy?

I'm sure that you know, because you have my bank account hacked, how much money I have.  How much money do you have?        


These are my answers, from my life, to those questions:



-I have never deliberately watched illegal pornography.  I'm sure that some of the pornography that I have seen while looking through porn websites for the SICK, SADISTIC, ILLEGAL videos of me was illegally obtained.  For example, videos advertised in the category of "Masturbation" not infrequently were clearly filmed of unsuspecting victims through holes in ceilings, walls and doors.  That is true even of porn websites that aren't advertised as being websites for voyeuristic porn.  Looking for the SICK, SADISTIC, ILLEGAL videos of me has meant that I have spent more time looking at porn, since I found out that the SICK, SADISTIC, ILLEGAL videos of me had happened, then I had ever spent looking at porn before in my life.  The total time that I have ever spent looking at pornography, even with the searching that I have done for the evidence of the voyeuristic crimes committed against me, is countable in hours, not days or weeks.  I have never consented to so much as a topless photo being taken of me, not for public or private uses, not in my entire life.  Nothing like what the conglomerate has done to me has ever happened to me before, nor could I have ever thought that it would, before it did.


-Probably a few thousand.  Much less, especially since I realized that I could not expect privacy anywhere.  None.

-In 2010, a voyeur videotaped one of the few, outdoor, sexual
experiences that I have had in my life.  That voyeurism happened because of the conglomerate's persecution of me.


-I have never considered the significant other of someone to whom
I was attracted to be just an obstacle to my getting what I wanted.

-I never stop talking about how the SICK, SADISTIC, ILLEGAL videos of me make me feel.

-More people than I could count have stalked me this week, last week, the week before, and every day of every week since I moved to Boston in 2011.  Most people who stalk me in person have no consequences imposed on them; therefore, they think it's a joke and that my outrage about it is hilarious.  Many of them even smile and wave at me when they see that I'm filming their stalking of me.  They probably tell all of their friends "I got published at her blog!"  The conglomerate treats me as if I were a criminal while encouraging the crimes that are perpetrated against me every day.

-When I'm upset, there aren't a lot of things that I can buy to make me feel better, not even for a few hours.

-I have less than $1 in the bank.  I have no cash.


Have you ever heard the phrase "might makes right?"  Do you consider that phrase an all-purpose, humanitarian motto?  If so, why?

After having considered all of these questions, do you think that you have the right to call me a dirty slut?  Do you think that you have the right to continue to tell the world to abuse me?  Do you think that you are believable in yet another role in which you are portrayed as a courageous man, tragically misunderstood and therefore cruelly mistreated by the woman he loves?

How would you feel about someone who loved you the way that you have loved me?


August 24, 2014

On August 10, 2014, I bought a bag of Doritos.  I don't know when the last time was that I bought a bag of Doritos before then.

It was during the summer of 2011 that the conglomerate took the word "chip" from something that I wrote AGAINST child molestation; then, the conglomerate began to use the word to promote child molestation.

When I bought the Doritos on August 10, 2014, it was because I had spent years not buying or eating them, because of the conglomerate's behavior.  In my apartment last year, I would often make chocolate chip cookies, because it was supposed to be within the privacy of my own home.  I did that, not to hide my support for child molestation, but because I felt that consuming cookies in my home could not be interpreted by anyone with a shred of reason as being meant to be support, coded or otherwise, for child molestation.  I have written AGAINST child molestation every day that I have written since the conglomerate began to promote child molestation in 2010.

The conglomerate, which tracks all of my purchases and also caused there to be hidden and illegal cameras in my apartment, through which it watched live video of me, made much of my having chocolate chip cookies.  It made much of everything that it illegally saw me do IN MY APARTMENT!

When I say that the unequivocal statement needs to be made that the conglomerate's agenda is an agenda of crime and human rights abuses, I say that because of the destructive force of the conglomerate's coded behavior and its malicious, self-serving interpretations and publicizing of the behavior of people who protest the conglomerate.

The conglomerate still tracks my purchases.  It still watches me at all times and in every situation in which it is able to invade my privacy.  It still interprets and publicizes my behavior according to the conglomerate's self-serving and abusive interests.  It still does whatever it wants all the time, and attacks me all the time for protesting its agenda, and then sneers at me and amps up its promotion of abuses when it thinks it can successfully interpret and publicize something that I have done as being hypocritical.

I had wanted to have Doritos for weeks before I finally bought them.  I didn't buy them until then because I knew how the conglomerate would treat my having bought them.  I finally decided that I couldn't continue to let the conglomerate control my life.

When I bought the Doritos, I thought about publishing a video at my YouTube blog, "Lena Kochman," talking about having bought them, that they had no symbolic meaning, and that I knew how the conglomerate would behave about my having bought them.  Then I decided that I didn't need to publicize the incident before the conglomerate did, that, since the conglomerate was sure to behave horribly about it, I could wait until that horrible behavior happened before I talked about my side of the story.

Since then:

-Doritos trucks have stalked me.

-President Obama took time from his vacation to make a speech in which he used the phrase "(we'll all) chip in."

-Leonardo DiCaprio did the Ice Bucket Challenge with "Fort Chipewyan Chiefs," according to several articles on the Internet.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 24, 2014 @ 6:47 a.m.

Saturday, August 23, 2014

Little League shouldn't be promoting child molestation, OR ANYTHING ELSE ON THE CONGLOMERATE'S AGENDA!

Copyright L. Kochman, August 23, 2014 @ 6:05 p.m.

Murphy's Law

August 23, 2014

I don't think that's the law that's being followed when a group of people decide to destroy someone's life.

What's happening to me is deliberate, repetitive, malicious bullying.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 23, 2014 @ 3:23 p.m.

Kelly Clarkson

August 23, 2014

You are not alone in the entertainment industry in believing that your personal pain is incredibly interesting, enough so to write songs about it, from which you then make millions of dollars.

You are also not alone in being incapable of extrapolating from your own experience to have empathy for other people's personal pain, or of being so ignorant that you don't realize that you are participating in dehumanizing behavior toward the chosen victims of your clique.

Millions of women and children have had far more personal pain than you; they live in it every day, without hope of having it end.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 23, 2014 @ 9:43 a.m.

Revere and Revere Beach

August 23, 2014

I applied for an apartment in Revere this summer because I was desperate to find a place to live.

I went to Revere Beach a few times because it is accessible from the public train and I wanted to go to the beach.

Nobody deserves to be treated the way the conglomerate treats me.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 23, 2014 @ 8:51 a.m.

I'm not interested in getting a lot of publicity.

August 23, 2014

I would rather that the conglomerate decide, without the pressure of public disgust, to spend its time, money and efforts doing things that aren't totally destructive or a nasty mix of using ostensibly humanitarian activities to threaten people.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 23, 2014 @ 6:31 a.m.

Political careers depend on the corporate media.

August 23, 2014

That's also why there are politicians participating in the Ice Bucket Challenge, isn't it?

It was after I wrote a blog post that was critical of corporate media that the Ice Bucket Challenge started to get a lot of publicity this summer.  The blog is at WordPress; its name is "endtherapeofchildren."  The name of the post is "07/05/14:  For several weeks, Starbucks has had ads in its windows that say 'Some beans were born to be iced.'"

The conglomerate never seems to realize how everything it does to attack me when I criticize it proves that my criticisms are accurate.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 23, 2014 @ 6:24 p.m.

Friday, August 22, 2014

I don't want my phone hacked or my privacy invaded in other ways; NOT FOR ANY REASON!

Copyright L. Kochman, August 22, 2014 @ 6:34 p.m.

Ben Affleck

August 22, 2014

It wasn't even two weeks ago that you hacked my phone and sent me something asking if I would marry you, was it?

I don't want to marry you.
I don't want to go out with you.
I don't want to be friends with you.
I don't want to work with you.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 22, 2014 @ 6:31 p.m.

The more things change

August 22, 2014

Politicians are doing the Ice Bucket Challenge because they want money from celebrity donations and celebrity fundraisers; that's not an inaccurate statement, is it?

Copyright L. Kochman, August 22, 2014 @ 6:27 p.m.

There is no reason to conflate good causes with bad ones.

August 22, 2014

There was also no reason for Paul Ryan and Mitt Romney to participate in the Ice Bucket Challenge.

Mitt Romney was an active promoter of every issue on the conglomerate's agenda throughout the last Presidential race.

Do the people who are accepting money raised from the Ice Bucket Challenge know that the picture of Mr. Ryan that shows up at the beginning of a Yahoo search of his name is symbolic of the idea of him putting his chin into a vagina?

Even if the picture weren't inappropriate considering the distortions through which the conglomerate has put the world for the past 4 years and counting, here's a question; whose vagina are his fingers meant to symbolize?

Another female guest of the Pine Street Inn just walked past me and coughed.  It was one more totally unprovoked act of sexual harassment and bullying to which I have been subjected today.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 22, 2014 @ 5:53 p.m.

Thursday, August 21, 2014

I seem to be permanently fired from Labor Ready.

August 21, 2014

I have tried to contact them with information and to give them my side of every story that led them to fire me; nobody has answered me.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 21, 2014 @ 8:03 a.m.

The robbery-helped-by-Herb-Chambers-car-dealership ad was on television again this morning.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 21, 2014 @ 7:59 a.m.

WCVB awarded

August 21, 2014

WCVB has viciously attacked me since I moved to Boston in 2011, and has promoted the conglomerate's agenda at least since then.  I have frequently documented that behavior online.

WCVB has won a lot of awards since I moved to Boston and have documented its abuses.  That is not an unusual pattern for the conglomerate; only Satan could be undefeated in every nomination at a conglomerate awards show.  I don't believe in Satan, and the conglomerate doesn't seem to be worried that there might be a G-d.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 21, 2014 @ 7:56 a.m.

The conglomerate's hatred of women

August 21, 2014

Normal, healthy, good men want sex all the time.  A normal, healthy, good woman never even thinks about sex unless there is a man around to induce those thoughts.

That is what misogynists believe about people.

Misogynists also divide women into three categories:  stupid, slutty and saintly.  The definitions for those categories are as follows:

Stupid:  She might essentially have a sweet temperament, but she believes whatever a man says to get her into bed.  Because she is stupid rather than slutty, she is treated with pity rather than derision, although the pity sometimes turns to exasperation at her inability to understand how so many people can callously abuse her.  Not someone that a man who wants to be respected by society dates seriously or considers marrying; who wants to be married to somebody who is stupid?

Slutty:  Does not need to have a man around to have sexual feelings.  Is a huge threat to society.  Deserves everything that happens to her, including being raped and killed.  Make sure that every female that you know would do anything to avoid being thought of as slutty.

Saintly:  Is intelligent enough to navigate through the world's hordes of lustful men to be married a virgin, or to be married after having been a serial monogamist, but not too serial.  This is the only use of a woman's intelligence that misogynists do not consider suspect.  A spinster is likely to have her intelligence blamed for her failure to fulfill a woman's destiny, if that failure can't be blamed on her being stupid or slutty.

The SICK, SADISTIC, ILLEGAL videos of me are the realized dream of every misogynist.  They are tangible, indelible proof of my stupidity and my sluttiness, and they will never go away.  More people will view the proof of my stupid sluttiness forever, for as long as I live and even after my death, no matter how old I am when I die.  That I write and speak about women's rights, while the videos are circulating to a larger audience every second, is better than anything the most vicious misogynist could ever have hoped for; who's going to take what I say and write seriously when there are hundreds of images available to the public that show me naked in a homeless shelter's shower with my balding head thrown back on my turkey-skinned neck, my mouth of recessed gums wide open, my flabby, hairy buttocks and saggy, hairy-nippled breasts jiggling, and my veiny hands between my veiny, hairy legs?  That's not to mention the videos of me on toilets, peeing and pooping; everybody knows that nice women don't pee or poop.

The conglomerate seems to be deciding that its attempts to justify its voyeuristic sexual assault on me by trying to make the world believe that I am so beautiful that I should be grateful that the videos were filmed and that anyone can see them are either failing or not as much fun as they were for the past few years.  Rather than take responsibility for its pathological dehumanizations, the conglomerate is trying to make the world believe that the videos innocuously caught me in the throes of a neurological disease.

Women, beware.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 21, 2014 @ 7:43 a.m./addition @ 8:09 a.m.


August 21, 2014

That's what is written on the bags that were given out as Bingo prizes last night.  I saw one of them more closely after I had published the first page about it, and it was too late at night to write about it then.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 21, 2014 @ 6:36 a.m.

Wednesday, August 20, 2014


August 20, 2014

A group of people who are not homeless have entertained many of the homeless, female guests of the Pine Street Inn with Bingo for the past couple of hours.

Either that group of people who are not homeless has never read anything that I have written about the abuse that is inflicted on me at the Pine Street Inn, or that group doesn't care.  The Bingo prizes are black gift bags that have "HXD" written on them, and there are a lot of them.  They are also cloth bags, not plastic; many of the female guests will be carrying those bags around, or using them to keep things in while at the Pine Street Inn, for months if not longer.

It is a constant struggle for me to deal with the sexual harassment that is inflicted on me by many of the guests and staff of this shelter.  No encouragement of that abuse is needed for it to happen; the conglomerate has ingrained the behavior into a lot of people.  I always have to be careful about how I deal with the conversations that I have with staff to try to get the harassment stopped, and when one person stops, another starts.  I have to be careful, because of the denial that surrounds the issue, that my asking for help doesn't get turned into me being treated as if I am imagining that I am being sexually harassed, and as if I am trying to cause trouble or expect special treatment.

I am barred from almost every shelter in the Boston area because of this issue.  The Bingo people couldn't have chosen something else for prizes?  They had to make my life more difficult, and the overall situation at this shelter worse?

Copyright L. Kochman, August 20, 2014 @ 8:31 p.m.

Hayden Panetierre

August 20, 2014

Why don't you try being a homeless person on the street overnight, for one night, and see if it makes you feel cold?

Copyright L. Kochman, August 20, 2014 @ 5:16 p.m.

Reese Witherspoon

August 20, 2014

Your nastiness toward me has nothing to do with whether or not you deserve to have your human rights violated.

Human rights are the rights of humans when humans are being nice and when humans are being nasty.  Nobody deserves to have those rights violated.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 20, 2014 @ 11:12 a.m.

Herb Chambers

August 20, 2014

This morning, there was a Herb Chambers ad on television that showed two white, male robbers escaping the scene of their crime, and then evading arrest by trading in their car at a Herb Chambers dealership.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 20, 2014 @ 7:51 a.m.

Phone hacking

August 20, 2014

There doesn't seem to be anything that I can do to stop my phone from being hacked, or to stop the conglomerate from making every sort of outrageous accusation based on its hacking crimes and other invasions of my privacy.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 20, 2014 @ 7:48 a.m.

Martha Coakley

August 20, 2014

If Martha Coakley is elected Governor of Massachusetts, perpetrators of sexual harassment, child molestation, voyeurism and construction contract corruption should expect her protection, and peopleat who object to those crimes should expect persecution.  That's what her advertising is saying, isn't it?

Copyright L. Kochman, August 20, 2014 @ 7:04 a.m.

Tuesday, August 19, 2014


August 19, 2014

I don't know why you think you have the right to lecture me about not being afraid.

You're the one who's afraid not to do what the conglomerate tells you to do.

Not wanting to be sexually assaulted is not the same thing as being a coward.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 19, 2014 @ 9:42 a.m.

Like everything the conglomerate does, the way it flaunts its hacking of my phone is DISGUSTING!

Copyright L. Kochman, August 19, 2014 @ 7:40 a.m.

Where was the ice bucket when Charlie Sheen was sleeping with prostitutes?

August 19, 2014

There has to be one that attaches to a belt.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 19, 2014 @ 6:26 a.m./addition @ 6:30 a.m.

The ALS Ice Bucket Challenge

August 19, 2014

Over the past week, I have heard a lot about the "Ice Bucket Challenge," which I think probably got the publicity that it did because the conglomerate media decided to publicize it after I wrote the blog post called:

"07/05/14:  For several weeks, Starbucks has had ads in its windows that say 'Some beans were born to be iced.'"

That blog post is at my WordPress blog, "endtherapeofchildren."

Since 2010, one of the things that the conglomerate has most liked to do is to pervert worthy causes, such as the curing of disease, with coded publicity for human rights abuses.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 19, 2014 @ 6:20 a.m./addition @ 6:21 a.m.

Jamie Foxx

August 19, 2014

You think that I did something to you personally that deserves your abuse?  You think video voyeurism is funny and something that a human being could deserve?

Do you think that, if there had been video cameras when slavery was officially legal in the United States, that slave owners wouldn't have had cameras everywhere in the slave quarters and everywhere on their properties, to control their slaves and stop them from having even the least independence and ability to organize with each other, to observe them at all times so that they couldn't even have private thoughts without fear of punishment?  Do you think that slave owners wouldn't have amused themselves by watching video of their slaves using the toilet, masturbating or having sex with other slaves, and by showing those videos to other white people?  Do you think that they wouldn't have forced their slaves to perform sex acts for the camera, from simply being naked to having sex with each other, inanimate objects, their parents, children and other relatives, being gang-raped by slave owners or their employees, having sex with animals?  Do you think they wouldn't have filmed them being otherwise physically tortured?

Why do you seem to think that there's anything that ever happened to a black slave, when slavery was officially legal in the United States, that the people who profited from slavery wouldn't have videotaped for their own amusement?

I just did another search of your name.  You're going to star in a movie about Mike Tyson?  Mike Tyson, the convicted rapist?  You think that he's not famous enough?  You're hoping to win acting awards for portraying him?  You think that's what a man like him deserves?  You think that's the message to send to the world, to young actors, to young, black men?  "Even if you publicly, famously fulfill every white, racist stereotype about the supposed savagery of black men, you won't spend too much time in jail if you are never convicted of raping a white person, you will get book deals and other paid publicity when you get out, and the pleasure that you gave the percentage of all races that enjoyed the spectacle of you beating other human beings to bloody pulp will ensure you a happy and prosperous old age.  Actually, you wouldn't have gotten much attention if you hadn't unwittingly supported white supremacy with the way you lived your life; nice black men are bad for its image."

What about all of the men of color who have, for generations, been decent human beings in spite of everything that happens to them?  Who speaks for them?  Who represents them?  Who creates awareness of them, who encourages their children to respect them, who supports their efforts to live stable, peaceful lives, to be productive, contributing members of societies which ignore and abuse them?  You think their stories aren't worth telling?  You think that books, movies, music, shouldn't be created to engage their minds and emotions?  You think that they never get tired of the stereotypes of which the societies that surround them, that demand their obedience and deny their humanity, never tire?  You think those men can't be interesting or funny?  You think they're weak?  You think they're servants of the white power establishment? You don't realize that they are everything that proves the superiority of that establishment to be a lie?

You think you're just playing at being a robot?

Copyright L. Kochman, August 19, 2014 @ 5:54 a.m./ addition @ 6:04 a.m.


August 19, 2014

From what I have seen of the television news this morning, the conglomerate thinks that everything that I went through yesterday is hysterically funny.

The last story of the previous news show was about a "nine-year-old" with "a dream" from "Flint, Michigan." That was probably a code story created because of a video that I published over the past few days, when I saw a taxi with the name "Flint" on the side and an ad promoting child molestation on the top.  I said, when I filmed the video, that abusing children has nothing to do with free speech.

President Obama gave a speech yesterday, which seemed to be full of code to promote the conglomerate's agenda.  He clearly has no concern about any of the harm that he personally has caused to the entire world.

Months ago, I stopped writing at my WordPress blog, "planobamaresign," and created a WordPress blog, "endtherapeofchildren."  It wasn't fear of President Obama that caused me to do that.
When I stopped writing at "planobamaresign," it was because I felt that showing solidarity with my government during the crisis created by Russia was the most important issue.

The truth is that President Obama should have resigned during his first term.  He is a sickening misogynist and child abuser, a total hypocrite about human rights, the principles of which he has totally betrayed, not only for women and children but toward anyone who tells him "No," an arrogant, vain, greedy, STUPID man.

I'm sure that he knew that his speech would inflame the rest of the conglomerate to attack me and heighten its promotion of the conglomerate's agenda; that is what has happened.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 19, 2014 @ 4:48 a.m.

Monday, August 18, 2014

Brian Williams is a liar!

August 17, 2014

The conglomerate, from NBC to President Obama, has supported Mr. Williams's lies and his deliberate fraud, while telling the world that I'm a liar and a criminal who could never be punished enough.

"All you need is to lie about Lena."  That's the conglomerate motto.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 17, 2014 @ 5:08 p.m.

"Selfie," the television show; yet another conglomerate rationalization and victim-blaming creation.

August 17, 2014

I don't have a reason to be ashamed of what the conglomerate has done to me; it's the conglomerate that deserves to be ashamed.

I also don't have a reason to be ashamed that I think that I should be the protagonist of my life, rather than striving endlessly to make myself an experience for other people.

The brief description that I read of the television show "Selfie" seems to imply that the age-old, male-dominant obsession with destroying women's sense of personhood is going nowhere, and therefore everywhere, fast.

Of course, the show is meant to be yet another parody of my situation, even though I don't do anything on social media, and I never stop screaming that I want people to stop hacking my phone.

The people who have turned my life into what it is don't think they have made enough mean jokes about me, don't think they have done enough to make the world think badly of me, don't think they have done enough to shirk responsibility for my social isolation and the other horrible situations in which I live?

I don't, never have, and never will, care about what the people who have ruined my life think of me; they never had the right to ruin my life, yet they have done it, and they continue to do it with impunity, and I do care about that. 

Copyright L. Kochman, August 17, 2014 @ 9:18 a.m.


August 17, 2014

It is DISGUSTING that I was illegally videotaped with hidden cameras in the bathroom of a day shelter for homeless women, On The Rise.

It is DISGUSTING that a television show called "Rising Star" was created and started to be broadcast on June 22, 2014.


I go to On The Rise because it is a place for homeless women.  I AM HOMELESS BECAUSE OF THE CONGLOMERATE!

Also; I was permanently barred, last year, from The Women's Lunch Place and Rosie's Place, after I was horrifyingly abused by both of them, and The Women's Center has been closed to drop-ins since the coordinator was attacked by another homeless woman.  I have never seen women at all levels of society treating each other as badly as they have since the conglomerate began its war on women in 2010.

I never use the restroom at On The Rise without turning off the light, and I never take showers there.  Being able to use the facilities of a place that is supposed to help people, without fear of abuse, is something that the people who are supposed to be getting helped should be able to expect.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 17, 2014 @ 8:44 a.m.

Sunday, August 17, 2014

I don't know how to describe how much I hate the word "selfie."

August 17, 2014

That a television show called "Selfie" has been created shouldn't surprise me.  I don't think that there's anything about which I could express disgust or loathing that the conglomerate wouldn't promote.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 17, 2014 @ 8:06 p.m.

The Adesa Auto Auction in Framingham, MA

August 17, 2014

The last time that I worked at the Adesa Auto Auction in Framingham before this past Friday, I was so viciously, sexually harassed by so many people, both car dealers and employees of the auction, that I finally yelled "Knock it off!" at a dealer who had walked past the car I was driving and coughed at me.  Usually, I ignore them; I know that if I don't ignore them, I will be punished by the auto auction or Labor Ready, or both.

Not wanting the situation to escalate, and realizing that I couldn't continue to work according to those conditions, I asked for help from supervisors at the auction to stop the harassment.  I didn't feel optimistic when the District Human Resources Administrator rubbed her nose at me as soon as she met me; however, I did not expect that the next time that I went to the auction, 3 weeks later, she would tell me a total lie that I had supposedly slapped a dealer.

I NEVER slapped a dealer or anyone else at an auto auction.  I don't know who told that TOTAL LIE;  it was a lie that was successful in getting me fired from all of the Labor Ready offices at once.

While I wrote that last sentence, a guest at the Pine Street Inn gave a huge, loud, fake sneeze, with a grunt at the end.  That was far from being the first time that I was sexually harassed at the Pine Street Inn this morning.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 17, 2014 @ 8:20 a.m.

Friday, August 15, 2014

I'm a Democrat.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 15, 2014 @ 7:38 p.m.

Paul Ryan

August 15, 2014

Please stop pandering to evil.

I don't know when the last time was that I had an iced Chai latte; I like them a lot, and it's yet another of the many things that I stopped buying because I felt that the business that sold it had finally gone so far astray with its advertising that I couldn't buy that product until that business stopped its outrageous behavior.

The conglomerate is powered by greedy, selfish people who, being entirely unacquainted with the concept of denying themselves anything for the sake of other people, take their most satisfying pleasure in persecuting people who try to be ethical.  Even the things that I am able to do that I like are things that the conglomerate tries to ruin for me.  The conglomerate particularly likes to try to present its viciousness as humanitarian behavior.

I have tried to be responsible with my money.  I don't have a credit card, have never had credit card debt, and am paying my student loans while homeless.  There aren't a lot of things that someone can do when she is homeless to forget her stressful situation, which is bad enough without being persecuted and sexually assaulted with voyeurism.  

Copyright L. Kochman, August 15, 2014 @ 7:37 p.m.

Justin Timberlake

August 15, 2014

I don't like to think about what it would have been like if I had accepted any of your many offers to date me.  Someone who deals with rejection as badly as you do is usually as mean and miserable when he's accepted as when he's rejected.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 15, 2014 @ 7:08 p.m.

Bill Gates of Microsoft: Why do you hate me? Why have you targeted me?

August 15, 2014

I am a homeless woman.

You have so much money you could spend a million dollars every day for the rest of your life and be a billionaire when you died.

What is your problem with me?

Copyright L. Kochman, August 15, 2014 @ 7:02 p.m.

WCVB and ABC News are all about "making a difference" tonight.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 15, 2014 @ 6:39 p.m.

Notes from going to, being at and leaving the Adesa Auto Auction in Framingham, MA, today

745 I

August 15, 2014

The numbers are license plates of cars that drove past or that were parked.

745 I

949 GL3

Revival Church:  two rows of roped Caution cones in the parking lot, "Honeyland" advertised on the building as "The Promised Land For Your Child."


At auction, parked in lot:

JG 77

2PGL 30


K-9 police car, license plate 972, drove past car I was in on highway from Framingham Labor Ready office to Quincy

19153 license plate drove in front of car

(NE) 5991 parked


August 15, 2014

There were other incidents, most notably:

-being falsely accused of having slapped a car dealer weeks ago at the Framingham auction

-being told that I had to leave the property and could never work at the auction

-being told "You have made accusations of being harassed and many of the Labor Ready branches have had problems with you because of it."

-being fired from all Labor Ready branches at once

Copyright L. Kochman, August 15, 2014 @ 6:38 a.m.

A car just drove past me with the license plate "1 VAG 90."

August 15, 2014

The man driving it was peering through the windows of the car that I'm in.

It is 6:25 a.m.  I am about to go to work.  He is not the first person who has stalked me today.

What will it take for the people who have caused the SEXUAL ASSAULT of me to stop?!  Why do they think that they have the right to do this to me, or to anyone?!

Copyright L. Kochman, August 15, 2014 @ 6:28 a.m.

Wednesday, August 13, 2014

No conglomerate celebrity should EVER be President, Governor, Senator, Mayor, or anything like that.

August 13, 2014

Corruption should not be a path to power.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 13, 2014 @ 4:20 p.m.

Many people who die from suicide did not have people around them who understood them and knew what to say to them.

August 13, 2014

That doesn't mean that the people who knew them and to whom they were the closest didn't love them.

Sometimes that adds to the pain, that the people whom they love and who love them don't know how to help them.

Unfortunately, mental health is taken the least seriously of all the health professions.  That's obvious from how little training the people who spend the most time with patients in psychiatric units are required to have, and how badly mental health patients are treated almost everywhere.  It is an insulting idea that a diagnosis and/or a prescription can heal serious emotional pain, particularly that which results from psychological disturbances, trauma, or a client's realization that he or she has harmed people and feels that he or she can't ever repair the damage.

There are no substitutes for health, health care professionals who know and care what they're doing, or morality.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 13, 2014 @ 12:56 p.m./edited @ 1:01 p.m./edited @ 1:03 p.m.

Monday, August 11, 2014

I don't want to date at this time.

August 11, 2014

When I date, I'll want to date a man my age.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 11, 2014 @ 6:56 p.m.

Ryan Phillippe

August 11, 2014

I'm sorry that I said some mean things over the past year and months.  By the time that you and I started interacting online last year, I had already long since lost patience with conglomerate behavior.

You have abused me the entire time.  You abused me yesterday.

I never exploited you.  I never made money off you.  I never got publicity from you.  I never used your phone or computer to flirt with other people right in front of you.

I want this to be over.  I'm sorry that the life you have had didn't help you to be who you might be if the entertainment industry weren't a horrible, warped, reality-distorting machine.  I also think that the industry's propensity to encourage men your age to date women who are much younger than you and to ridicule women older than 30 keeps men like you from being able to date mature, intelligent women who are your age.  The things that are age-appropriate between people who are in their twenties are not replicable with a couple of which one member is in her early twenties and the other in his early forties.  Also, the things that a man in his early forties knows "work" with a woman in her early twenties look like a bag of magic tricks to a mature, intelligent woman over 30; sometimes amusing, sometimes annoying, and not a good investment.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 11, 2014 @ 7:10 a.m.

An epidemic of misogyny

August 11, 2014

This morning, after the staff at the Pine Street Inn had woken up the guests, I was walking down the hall toward the changing rooms.  A staffperson was in the hallway; she saw me and then picked her nose with her thumb.

Several guests coughed at me last night.  I'm sure that they were trying to provoke me so that they could get me barred.

The Pine Street Inn is a SHELTER.  People aren't supposed to be getting abused anywhere, least of all in places that are supposed to help them.

August 11, 2014 @ 6:11 a.m.

Friday, August 8, 2014

"Is this not the right place for you to be, is that what you're saying?"

August 8, 2014

That's what the female, Caucasian supervisor with whom I just spoke at the Chinatown YMCA said to me after:

-I had asked her to tell the janitors who stalk me every time that I am at this YMCA to leave me alone.

-She had denied what was happening.

-I had said "This conversation is going nowhere" and walked away from her toward the locker room.

-She had followed me around the corner to the locker room.

It was when she followed me after I had tried to end the conversation that she said "Is this not the right place for you to be, is that what you're saying?"  That was probably what she was planning to say as soon as she heard that I wanted to talk to her.  Probably, she had hoped to say it without the question mark, thus:  "It seems like this isn't the right place for you."

I'm sure that I'll have to be careful how I deal with being harassed by other YMCA members if I decide to work out tonight.  Because of that conversation with the manager, the chances right now are higher than usual of my being asked to leave if I confront anyone about coughing at me or other harassment, and I'll obviously get no help from staff if I ask them to address the abuse.

This YMCA happens to be in Chinatown; a lot of people are members, not just Chinese Americans.  This is not about race; it's about gender, and about the rights and safety of children.

The conglomerate is telling people that there is nowhere in the world that is the right place for me to be.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 8, 2014 @ 6:23 p.m.

Thursday, August 7, 2014


August 7, 2014

A car with a license plate that said "EMcK" just sped past the vehicle that I'm in, honking so that his or her stalking would be sure to be noticed.

I usually get stalked in every vehicle that I am ever in.  I'm sure that wasn't the only vehicle that stalked me tonight.  I have tried to sleep, so I didn't see most of them.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 7, 2014 @ 9:49 p.m.


August 7, 2014

The conglomerate has continued to take things from my hacked phone and twist them to try to attack me and promote its agenda.  That includes pilfering pictures that I have taken and not yet published and creating threatening ads that reference them.

The conglomerate has done this for years.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 7, 2014 @ 6:59 p.m.

Shockingly vicious behavior from The Women's Center in Cambridge.

August 7, 2014

The first and biggest thing on the front page of its website is something that says "100K for 100, Cummings Foundation."

Being female doesn't automatically make you a feminist; not does it automatically make you a good or intelligent person.  I have never said that women are superior to men; I have said that women need to have their rights recognized as being equal to men's and that women need to have the same quantity and quality of opportunities that men have.

The truth is that The Women's Center has demonstrated its eagerness both to abuse me and to exploit me by using its abuse of me to advertise its interest in getting donations since I first started to go there to use the computers in 2011.  I frequently wrote about that at past blogs.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 7, 2014 @ 8:26 a.m.

Wednesday, August 6, 2014

I don't want my privacy invaded, NOT FOR ANY REASON!

August 6, 2014

Stop hacking my phone!

Stop all invasions of my privacy!

Why is "NO!" something that you don't hear, even when I scream that at you over and over again?!  Why do you think that you don't have to listen; why do you seem to think that I'm the one who's doing something wrong for telling you "NO!"


Copyright L. Kochman, August 6, 2014 @ 1:36 p.m.

It's too evil.

August 6, 2014

I have to read what I'm trying to read past a Frosted Mini-Wheats ad that says "It's two good."

The conglomerate has destroyed every last part of the meager sex life that I had, even with myself.  I'm not able to date anyone, because the conglomerate has totally isolated me and attacks everyone who tries to get near me, and because the constant, conglomerate-induced crisis of HOMELESSNESS and CHRONIC UNEMPLOYMENT  that my life is takes all of my personal resources to deal with.

Of course I don't masturbate at homeless shelters, although there are people who do.  If you have ever slept in a homeless shelter bunk bed in which the person in the other bunk decides to masturbate, you'll know there's nothing you can do until the bed stops shaking.

Even when I had my apartment, knowing that people were watching me through cameras in every room of the apartment, including the bathroom, and that the conglomerate had threatened to get thermal imaging of me through the walls from outside the apartment, and the psychological damage from the other SICK, SADISTIC, ILLEGAL videos of me and their promotion, caused me to be perfunctory and to get it over with as quickly as I could, even when I did it.  Do I even need to ask what all of the people who were watching my bathroom through cameras said every time that I turned the lights off so I could take a shower IN MY APARTMENT?!  I also could never do it in my bed because I couldn't make the bedroom entirely dark.  Do you know what it's like to fall asleep knowing that people are watching you in your bed, and to wake up each morning knowing that they watched you all night?  I don't know how many times I got out the pills I had from the psychiatrist and contemplated taking them all.  The conglomerate saw me do that, too; it DOESN'T CARE.

Most of the emotional feelings that I used to have when I masturbated are nothing like they were; anger, hatred and despair are what I have felt instead.  Even my physical desire for any form of sex has decreased a lot; the conglomerate is forcing me into the mental state that it wants all women to have about sex.  Even while the conglomerate continues to tell the world what a hot-blooded, hairy slut I am, and much of the world treats me accordingly, my feelings about sex are withering into bitterness and disgust for humanity.  I was never a man-hater or particularly catty about women; 4 years of constant abuse caused by men and by misogynist women have turned me into someone who automatically perceives every man as a threat and every woman as a potential traitor to women.

I want people to LEAVE ME ALONE ABOUT THE SICK, SADISTIC, ILLEGAL videos of me!  Whether people think I'm gross or enjoy the gang rape that the videos are, they're all sucking the life from me.

Also, nobody should be sexualizing children.  Parents should have private, age-appropriate, nonexploitative conversations with their children about sex, and schools should teach appropriate, nonexploitative sex education.  The conglomerate's behavior toward children, the conglomerate's behavior about everything, is so horrible that I could never have imagined that it could happen in my lifetime, or in anyone's lifetime.

There is no hour that passes that I don't think about suicide, and few days pass in a row without my deciding to do it and then just deciding not to, this time.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 6, 2014 @ 12:16 p.m.

Edwidge, a staffperson at On The Rise, just walked past me and gave a loud cough.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 6, 2014 @ 9:49

I don't even know how many staffpeople at On The Rise have sexually harassed me today.

August 6, 2014

I have been here for all of an hour.

I spoke to the director about it; she pretended not to know what I meant.

Women shouldn't be sexually harassed anywhere.  For staff at places which are supposed to be safe and supportive for women to sexually harass guests or to tolerate guests being sexually harassed is DISGUSTING!

Copyright L. Kochman, August 6, 2014 @ 9:45 a.m.

Sexual harassment by staff at the Pine Street Inn

August 6, 2014

This is a description of what one of the overnight workers at the Pine Street Inn is wearing:

-a grey shirt with a huge, pink V in the front

-the shirt also has a picture of a polo player (horse and rider) on the front

-the shirt also has a large #3 on the sleeve

-the worker is wearing a baseball hat that says "LV"

This woman went far out of her way to find, buy and wear things that she knew I would think were offensive, that promote the violations of my rights and the rights of every woman who is a guest of this shelter, and children also, that she knew would encourage other guests to harass me because the message her clothing sends is that she, a staff person, not only supports the harassment but does it herself,  and she probably also wanted to provoke me into confronting her so that she could pretend that she had no idea what I was talking about, that I was crazy, that I was causing problems, and to bar me from the shelter.

Denial continues to be the way that almost all of the harassment is dealt with by staff.  When guests cough at me or do other harassment like it, I have to ignore it most of the time.  For me to try to confront the offender about it usually results in the offender pretending that she has no idea what I'm talking about, and she will escalate the situation, calling me crazy and telling me "I'm not doing anything to you; leave me alone!"  She will say that even if she just walked up behind me and coughed at me, when I wasn't doing anything that had anything to do with her. It happens all the time.  Unless the person is obviously following me around and coughing at me, so that the staff can't help seeing it, or is so belligerent to other people that the staff can identify her as a problem guest apart from her antagonism of me, I have no chance of stopping it.

If I get angry after hours of ignoring abuse, knowing that staff won't
put a stop to it and that I would risk more abuse from
staff for talking about it, I will get in trouble for getting angry.

"She's not doing anything to you.  People can't help coughing."

What that means is "She's not doing anything to you that the conglomerate hasn't
told the world that you deserve.  People can't help coughing when bullying is not only so much fun but also endorsed by the government, media, corporations, and everyone
else who's telling us that this is how to behave."

Copyright L. Kochman, August 6, 2014 @ 6:52 a.m.

It's not surprising that one corrupted celebrity after another is a U.N. spokesperson.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 6, 2014 @ 6:11 a.m.

Tuesday, August 5, 2014

The United Nations's history of global sexual abuse is horrifying.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 5, 2014 @ 6:36 p.m.

Next on television was a Jeep ad with Michael Jackson singing "Baby," and a voiceover saying "Summer never felt so good."

August 5, 2014

I guess that Justin Timberlake did a song called "Love Never Felt So Good," which includes parts of Michael Jackson's music and videos.

Do conglomerate celebrities who feel that I rejected them harshly ever think that it could be that I rejected them because they deserved it, and that my anger about the conglomerate's behavior and their participation in it is anger that a reasonable person, not someone whose entire life has been spent in a warped illusion, would feel?

Why don't Justin Timberlake and Jeep not take my word for how bad child molestation is; why don't they read about it from other sources?  A lot of people have written about what it was like to be molested, how it affected their lives when it happened and also how it affected their adult lives; why not read what they have to say?

Copyright L. Kochman, August 5, 2014 @ 7:02 a.m.

Is the name of the Mercedes B-Class car meant to promote the rape of young girls, whose rapists are probably raping them several times a week and then giving them Plan B after every incident of rape?

Copyright L. Kochman, August 5, 2014 @ 6:45 a.m.

Herb Chambers

August 25, 2014

I have deleted most of this blog post, which I first published August 5, 2014.

When the ad that the post discussed was on television on August 5, 2014, I did not see it; I was in the room and heard some of it.

This morning, I saw most of the ad, which I hadn't seen before.  I might be mistaken about what I thought the ad was supposed to mean when I heard some of it on August 5th.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 25, 2014 @ 6:40 a.m.

Monday, August 4, 2014

I don't owe the housing authority money.

August 4, 2014

It seems that there was a bureaucratic misunderstanding.

I'm glad that the question was dealt with.  It was nerve-wracking until everything got figured out.

My baseline of conglomerate-induced stress is way too much; everything that happens in addition to that stress threatens the equilibrium that I try to maintain.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 4, 2014 @ 7:01 p.m.

Mr. September

August 4, 2014


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    August 4, 2014

    I have said before that I don't choose articles or excerpts for code purposes.  I don't think that I have mentioned it at this blog before, which is why I'm saying it now.

    Robert Pattinson:

    A dynamic that I hated and that occurred as soon as I started interacting online with you and Kristen Stewart in 2010 was this:

    -you would hit on me, then feel rejected

    -Ms. Stewart would understandably get angry that you were hitting on me; then she would direct her anger at me and be mean to me

    -feeling rejected by me, you would also be mean to me

    That dynamic continued throughout the entire course of your relationship with Ms. Stewart, and not insignificantly contributed to the murderous hysteria that the conglomerate created around me.

    Her fears about me were always unfounded; I would never have taken you from her.

    Also; I have never had the slightest trouble resisting you.  I knew, from the beginning, that you're not the guy for me.

    The September Esquire article about you neglects to mention that you publicly hit on me and a lot of other women, at least since 2010, and that neither you nor the rest of the conglomerate seemed to think that the conglomerate's lack of criticism of you and other conglomerate males who similarly disrespected their girlfriends or wives to be incongruous with mercilessly deriding me as Slut Of All Time.

    This is a quote from the Esquire article; it's you talking about demanding behavior in the entertainment industry:


    And people just accept it?
    “Well, yes, but it’s not like you get away with it. This actress was doing a scene in the bath and she kept complaining about the temperature, how it was too hot or too cold. So everyone pissed in it and put a bunch of bubble bath in afterwards so you couldn’t smell it! This stuff happens. That’s why I avoid asking for anything. I don’t want to get anyone’s piss on me.”
    August 4, 2014
    You don't want to get anyone's pee on you; did you mean that literally or metaphorically?  It seems to me that you and everyone else who is part of the conglomerate are more than happy to be the Pee-ers.  You just don't want to be the Peed Upon; in fact, particularly conglomerate celebrities seem to think that it is their destiny to Pee Upon, and to think that the Peed Upon are merely fulfilling their own, necessary destiny, and that it is even a privilege for the Peed Upon to be anointed by Pee-ers at your level.  For example, that's what you're all thinking when you hack my phone, isn't it?  You're thinking "Who wouldn't want her phone hacked by movie stars?"  I won't take the time to list all of the other sickening things that have happened to me because the conglomerate has excused its behavior with similar smug, nasty, hypocritical nonreasoning; I list those things and document the effects of them on my life every day, and the conglomerate couldn't care less.
    This is another quote from the Esquire article:
    Besides, his next door neighbour is Suge Knight, the former CEO of Death Row Records. The same Knight who was entrenched in the Bloods gang of Compton, who would carry out his own beatings, and who has done his share of prison. “He’s really nice!” Robert says. “I see him playing catch with his kid and stuff. And he lives in this nice little cottage, it’s really tasteful!”
    August 4, 2014

    Sarcasm Alert:
    Thank you for helping me find the word to describe the conglomerate:  tasteful.  I never knew just how to describe it before now.
    End of Sarcasm Alert

Copyright, with noted exceptions, L. Kochman, August 6, 2014 @ 9:26 a.m.

I don't want people hacking my phone or in invading my privacy in other ways; stop doing that!

August 4, 2014

I don't want people to invade my privacy, not for any reason!

I suppose what I could try to do about the phone is first to publish screenshots taken of the things that people are able to send to me because they have my phone hacked; yet more time and effort that the people who refuse to respect my privacy will force me to spend on trying to deal with their behavior.

If that doesn't work, I could try to contact a state or federal agency and ask for their help.  I might do that even if the people who keep showing me that they're invading my privacy stop being blatant about their invasions; then I'll know that I have done what I can do to try to stop them from observing my phone, since they have no right to do that.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 4, 2014 @ 6:17 a.m.

Sunday, August 3, 2014

Sexual harassment at the Pine Street Inn

August 3, 2014

Several guests of the shelter sexually harassed me with coughing, sneezing, and nose-rubbing, last night and this morning.

A few minutes ago, the Pine Street Inn employee who is working at the front door saw me and gave a big, exaggerated, hateful cough.

Her name is Lily.  I don't know if it's "Lily" or "Lilly."  She has harassed me several times before today.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 3, 2014 @ 7:40 a.m.

The pharmaceutical industry doesn't like me because I have consistently said that people are overmedicated.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 3, 2014 @ 6:56 a.m.

Or is Michelle Rodriguez hitting on Paul Ryan?

August 3, 2014

It's difficult to keep track of celebrity flirtations; it always was.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 3, 2014 @ 6:13 a.m.

Saturday, August 2, 2014

Object lessons

August 2, 2014

One of the nice things that my father did when I was growing up, and later in my life when he thought he could offer guidance, was to be honest with me about things that he thought were good things for people to be able to do, at which he didn't think he was particularly successful, and at which he wanted me to be more successful than he thought he was.  During those conversations, he would say, about the things he thought he wasn't good at, "Do as I say, not as I do," meaning it to be a joke that punctured the idea of a parent being omnipotent and a perfect role model for everything.

There are fundamental and crucial ways in which my value system is stronger, more accurate and more cohesive than the conglomerate's value system.  That doesn't mean that everything that I do is right all the time.  It doesn't mean that everything that I say is right all the time.  It doesn't mean that it's all right when I swear in public.

The President never swears in public, that I know of.  Presidents aren't allowed to swear in public.  There are a lot of things that Presidents aren't allowed to do, and not wanting to have to never make mistakes about things like swearing in public is one of the reasons that I don't ever want to be President.  That and not wanting to have to wear the female equivalent of a suit and tie every day, and to wear "formal casual" clothes even when I'm supposed to be having free time; being a public servant at the level of the Presidency isn't something that I covet.

There are a lot of levels of behavior, including levels of discretion and formality, among human beings.  Things which are not admired but which are tolerated or ignored by discerning people when they are perpetuated by people who don't have much responsibility or are not generally expected to be role models are condemned by discerning people when the perpetrators are in professions that demand a high level of personal and professional responsibility.

When I yell and scream and swear, when I am personally insulting, when I lose my temper and spit on or slap people who have harassed me, even people who are discerning enough to know that I am being intolerably and interminably abused and who know that nobody could indefinitely endure what I am enduring without ever losing his or her temper, feel sad, I'm sure, because they know that my out-of-control behavior at those times hurts me and the strength of my arguments against the conglomerate's agenda far more than it proves me to be a person of substance.

What I'm trying to say, in my unfailingly diplomatic and nonjudgmental way, is that it is disgusting how a bunch of rich celebrities, who have every personal amenity available to them at all times, who have their own homes, security systems and body guards, and who have all the free time and money that anyone could want to pursue education or many other worthwhile endeavors anywhere in the world, spend their time abusing human rights, picking on people, taking and giving offense at every opportunity no matter how slight, and frequently do things that would get them barred for months, if not permanently, if they did them while they were guests at any homeless shelter.

I get upset and lose my temper because a lot of people are always trying to upset me and to make me lose my temper so they can get me in trouble in one way or another.  I am also poor, which poor people know is horribly and continuously stressful.  My person and my life are constantly in danger.

Outside pressures, not just being silly and spoiled, cause my more serious lapses of civility.  That's why discerning people have forgiven me for those lapses.  They haven't praised me for those lapses, though; they shouldn't.

Copyright L. Kochman, August 2, 2014 @ 6:22 p.m.

Someone named Leon Rodriguez is now the director for U.S. Citizenship and Immigration Services?!

August 2, 2014

That's for Leonardo DiCaprio, whose every word and deed signify that he considers the idea of  unanesthetized castration with a dull kitchen knife to be slightly less painful and life-crippling than the idea of treating women as respectfully as men, and for Michelle Rodriguez, Zac Efron's girlfriend and a star of "Fast and Furious" movies, isn't it?

How many people who are more qualified than Leon Rodriguez weren't even mentioned as possible candidates, because their names couldn't be construed as promotion of the conglomerate's agenda or pandering by the Obama administration to the celebrity/entertainment industry machine of money and name recognition?

I am tortured every day for supposedly being a slut, even though part of the conglomerate's lewd harassment of me includes constant discussion of the number "5," since the total number of people that I have had sexual intercourse with in my entire life is 4.  That includes partial, unconcluded intercourse when I was a virgin at the age of 27.  None of those people were famous before the conglomerate found out that I had had sex with them.

Although that is my history of sexual intercourse, nobody seems to have a problem with, or any idea of, the number of people with whom Leonardo DiCaprio or any of the other conglomerate celebrity males have had sex with.

I am also constantly tortured by the conglomerate, particularly the conglomerate media, corporations and writers in the entertainment industry, for supposedly being a gold-digger and a social climber, even though abuse of me and other promotion of the conglomerate's agenda are now routinely used by people who are or who want to be part of the entertainment industry or to otherwise get positive attention from the conglomerate, and that's true of people with whom I have never had any interaction at all.  Isn't Michelle Rodriguez using the first page of her official website to hit on Ryan Phillippe?

Copyright L. Kochman, August 2, 2014 @ 10:47 a.m.