The situation between me and a large part of the staff at this unit is terrible. They are a clique that has decided to hate me and to make my time here as difficult as they can.
Whatever they believe about me is only part of it, I think. People who work in psychiatric facilities are so used to having total control over the patients that many of them cannot deal with the power dynamic being at all equalized. I'm sure this has never happened to any of them before, this public accountability for their behavior while they're at work. Everything they want to believe about the system and their part in it is being challenged, and their unprofessional and sickening behavior is being exposed.
At the least, they know that they and several of the patients deliberately cough and sneeze at me. Whether they do it because they know all about the conglomerate and really are so brainwashed that they think I deserve what's happening to me, or because they think I'm paranoid and a difficult patient because I refuse to believe I'm paranoid is not that important, is it?
The bullying by staff is getting more vicious, and they are definitely forming a condemning group that is going to be more and more problematic. They attack everything I say. They treat me like I'm an evil person. It's disgusting.
They're liars, who are so used to abusing their power that they think someone who says "Don't abuse me, and don't deflect my objection by saying I'm crazy" is doing something wrong and deserves to be abused even more. This is what the mental health care system turns many people who work in that system into; sadistic liars.
Copyright L. Kochman, December 24, 2014 @ 11:32 p.m.
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